So much has happened and im still putting all the bits and pieces together.
People coming and going.
Who's going to make an impact and stay here for a long long time to come?
Or is this the first and last time both of us are ever going to meet?
Do we need to leave our contacts for the other?
What degree of friendliness should I project to you then?
Is this really what I want for myself?
Is this where my mission lies?
What else am I missing out?
Who else is coming along?
Who should I be? Be true to myself, you say?
So..how untrue had I been all this while then?
Strength. Undefeatable. Courageous.
Compassionate. Demure. Gentle. Emotional.
I was a little here and there. That's who I am. Or was.
Am I really going to let the environment shape me otherwise?
If 'no', then why am I being so careful with my words?
Why hasn't I been able to speak up and voice out my thoughts?
How i wish i have 24 more hours. just lie down comfortably, reflect and blog all day.
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