To: the CENSOR within me.

I know what I'll be typing next is hell of a contradiction, but that's life.

Censorship: "the control of speech and other forms of human expression."
It means I feel wind up by restrictions. And when I feel that way, I can't write things I don't want people to know.

To the censor within me, go away. Stop telling me what to write and what not. Everytime I type something, I feel threatened by you.

"No, don't write that. What if he/she reads it and gets offended?" or

"You are typing rubbish. Who would wanna know all these? Not me."

or even, "Are you stupid? The language sucks. The spelling or word is written wrongly. Your life sucks."

And then, I'm tempted to go find a dictionary or something. >.<

My other blog is still functioning though. I can't bear to give it up. It have become like a diary...with everything I did with my girlfriends, my boyfriends, school, gakkai, family, my idols and myself... I guess I want to jot down things I want to remb my life by. Happy, Sad, Ugly or Beautiful.

If I ever were to mention nasty lots of complaints, don't be offended, please. I just want to be myself. I even thought if I should leave a tagboard there. Would whatever people commented, affect my writing? I hope not. So...I shall leave it as it is.

PEACE OUT.