I have NO idea what I am gonna type to this letter #1, but i guess you've got to start somewhere.
If not now, then when?
I have been wanting to keep a letterbox for myself...letters from me.
Thoughts and ideas i have been creating in the back of my head, dreams and passions I had secretly (or not so secretly) wanted to pursue, people whom i love and dislike (i'm human too).. I guess I knew how much every single incident and thought will affect and change me. That was why I wanted to keep this log. To recall how i used to feel about stuff and remind myself that sometimes, it's all right to feel 5 years old again and you need not care how others view you, as long as you are happy.
And sometimes when I did not feel like writing to myself, maybe I will just write. For the sake of it. I've been wanting to write since...secondary school.
I remember how I used to spend 4, 5 hours daily typing Hana Yori Dango fanfics with Jeslene and we would exchange our ideas, how we wanna create climax that will part Domyouji and Tsukushi until it was time to bring the leads back together. Then, we'd explore more variety of themes and characters to work with. How old were we? 14? 15?
And during our graduating year, I remember how Faiz and I used to enjoy reading others' essays and books, we were create our story site. But it died down later on, due to our vacation commitments. I remember how Siti and I used to go through her songs and poems during the bus journeys after school. Most of the girlfriends and I, we had enjoyed writing, in all forms: Diaries, Anecdotes, Stories, Poems and Songs.
Maybe one day, i will put some of these one-shots up for 'showcase' haha.
On somedays, I will dish up letters I used to write to myself when I was young. And on some, maybe I will get a little emotional to write of people I'd loved. There will be times I have nothing much to say so I will update the pictures taken recently. Of course, this is still a blog, just like my Xanga and I will still update my daily/weekly happenings.
This entry is dedicated to my dearest mortal, Louisa and beloved tigress, Faiz.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
If not now, then when?
I have been wanting to keep a letterbox for myself...letters from me.
Thoughts and ideas i have been creating in the back of my head, dreams and passions I had secretly (or not so secretly) wanted to pursue, people whom i love and dislike (i'm human too).. I guess I knew how much every single incident and thought will affect and change me. That was why I wanted to keep this log. To recall how i used to feel about stuff and remind myself that sometimes, it's all right to feel 5 years old again and you need not care how others view you, as long as you are happy.
And sometimes when I did not feel like writing to myself, maybe I will just write. For the sake of it. I've been wanting to write since...secondary school.
I remember how I used to spend 4, 5 hours daily typing Hana Yori Dango fanfics with Jeslene and we would exchange our ideas, how we wanna create climax that will part Domyouji and Tsukushi until it was time to bring the leads back together. Then, we'd explore more variety of themes and characters to work with. How old were we? 14? 15?
And during our graduating year, I remember how Faiz and I used to enjoy reading others' essays and books, we were create our story site. But it died down later on, due to our vacation commitments. I remember how Siti and I used to go through her songs and poems during the bus journeys after school. Most of the girlfriends and I, we had enjoyed writing, in all forms: Diaries, Anecdotes, Stories, Poems and Songs.
Maybe one day, i will put some of these one-shots up for 'showcase' haha.
On somedays, I will dish up letters I used to write to myself when I was young. And on some, maybe I will get a little emotional to write of people I'd loved. There will be times I have nothing much to say so I will update the pictures taken recently. Of course, this is still a blog, just like my Xanga and I will still update my daily/weekly happenings.
This entry is dedicated to my dearest mortal, Louisa and beloved tigress, Faiz.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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